I asked God if my suffering is pleasing to him, like when you want to wake a sleeping baby, so you can see it move and make noise. God showed me that if I wouldn’t wake a baby, because I care more about its sleep, than I selfishly want to wake it. How much less would He be willing to put us through pain for his enjoyment. God’s love for us means he wouldn’t let us suffer, unless suffering was for our good.